Some people have enjoyed the “how sermons
come about” the last few weeks. I guess
I take it for granted, but for some of you, this has been a bit of pulling back
the curtain. We will see how we all feel
this week. By late Monday afternoon, I
found myself wrestling with God. I had a
sermon, quite frankly, a pretty good one.
But I did not want to preach it.
What’s worse, all the confirming signs were there. The things I was worried about with respect
to the sermon, specifically your reactions, were all lived out in other
venues. So, before I get started,
understand that I know there will be some spiritual wedgies this morning. As I speak, though, I do not have any single
person or any single event in mind. I am
preaching in general terms and about how you and I are called to minister to
the world, more specifically, how you and I are called to glorify God in the
world. We talked last week about how you
and I have plots where we tend to the fields.
We water when told to water by God, we weed when told to weed by God, we
fertilize when told to be God, and we harvest, every now and again, when given
that job by God. I am speaking this
morning about how we are called to that work.
So, if you hear yourself being attacked from the pulpit this morning, it
is not me attacking you. I am here to
remind us all that, despite some of the failures we may notice in our callings
as a result of this word, all God asks is that we repent and try again. And remember before I begin, I know I am on
that edge. I worry that I am over that
line. I have wrestled with God all week
begging for another sermon, for other signs.
The sermon actually began last week,
though I did not know it. There was a
particular fight on a site devoted to Episcopalians where participants were
conflating immigration and human trafficking.
The name calling was, quite frankly, shameful. I know it’s part of my ministry within the
diocese to stroll into difficult conversations and try to facilitate those, to
teach people we can disagree well, that we can disagree and, yet, glorify God
in the process. Nevertheless, I
sometimes get tired of the fighting.
Y’all know I wish I had the power of Holy Fire from my WoW priest, where
I call down lightning that zaps but leaves a little fire that burns over time. We are all thankful God does not give that to
me. I know I would have used it last
week.
On this thread, our Episcopal brothers and
sisters were arguing about immigration.
Let me first state I understand that there are high passions on the
issue right now. I understand there are
tremendous frustrations about this issue right now. Remember all those times I have told you we
are not God’s chosen nation, that we are not the new Israel, that we are not
even a Christian nation, if we ever were.
Some of you argued with me . . .
extensively and passionately. And I
reminded all of you who argued that we were that we really did not want to be
His new people. What happens when His
people fail to keep the Covenant? They
get punished! Does anyone here today
doubt that we deserve to be punished for how we are treating the children of
those trying to sneak across the border?
Does anyone in this sanctuary this morning have any doubts that God’s
heart is righteously angered by our leaders claiming to do this with His
blessing?
And, if you are assuming that Here it comes, Brian’s gone all progressive
or liberal on us as you sit in your pew this morning, my anger is focused
equally on Democrats and on Republicans on this specific issue, as it is on
most issues that confront us as a country.
Remember, I am the one who has listened to elected officials of both
parties, some men and some women, tell me for years that there just was not
enough votes around slavery to justify their paying attention to the
problem! Nobody ever told me slavery was
not a moral issue. Moral issues of right
and wrong simply do not inform the actions and votes of our politicians. We have let the issue of immigration go
unaddressed for, what, 30 or 40 years?
We have allowed our legislative and executive leaders to use human
beings as pawns in election cycles. Each
side blames the other. We cast votes
according to the way we think. And
nobody addresses the issues. They avoid
the hard work of sausage making, as the legislative process is sometimes
called, pocketing money from groups that will run detention camps for money
(and who knows what other groups). And
we are left as a country in this position.
And what happens. Each side
blames the other. The battle lines are
drawn. Hysteria is created by any means
possible. And we gullible sheep go to
the polls and pull the buttons or touch the pads just like we always have. What is the definition of insanity again?
That effort to tribalize or separate us
has conquered our church. The joke about
Episcopalians some years ago was that we were Christian-Lite. Politicians attended
our churches because we did not want to offend the rich and powerful in our
midst. We have so marginalized ourselves
and God that they do not even bother to come any more. Even now, some years after the departures of
so many of our brothers and sisters for other greener Anglican pastures, still
we are allowing ourselves to be divided, to be duped into the belief that we
have no obligation to unity, just as the Father and the Son and Holy Spirit are
one. In the Bibles of other churches
around here, that prayer that we may be one, just as Jesus and the Father are
one, is in red letters! And still we
have chosen the wisdom of the world over the instruction and grace of God.
Knowing better, I chimed in on this
particular thread. Words were being
hurled that did not honor God; worse, statements were bordering again on
dehumanizing others – others that are in our church still! They have had the same opportunities to take
the off ramp from our way of doing things and they, like us, have stayed. The issue that caught my attention was the
false claim that the federal government had allowed 1500 children to be sold
into slavery. This was a big story a
month or six weeks ago. Some in the
mainstream media read or heard testimony that 1500 children of undocumented
immigrants were “lost.” In their passion
to fight against a policy, they tried to frighten the public and stir up
emotions by claiming those children had been sold into slavery. It was only after representatives from all
the administrations dating back to the Clinton administration started speaking
with the press that the picture really started to come into focus.
When a family is arrested for illegally
crossing our borders, the adults are taken to jail. The children are deemed innocent because they
are being brought by their parents, so we cannot send them to jail. Instead, they are sent to facilities where
they are supposed to be cared for.
Parents are told that, if they accept deportation back to their country
of origin, they will be re-united with their children and returned, often
within 24 hours. If they claim asylum,
though, a legal process that can take more than a year is begun. Our system is so freaking broken that we
force parents who have fled a native land because of violence or lack or
provision or whatever reason to come to a country whose mainstream media
teaches them we hate them to choose between getting their kids back and
returning to the land they fled or trusting the state to care for their
children. If ever there was a Scylla and
Charybidis of parenting, this is it. And
it is, essentially, our law. A President
can try to Executive Order his way around the law, and there are individuals
along the way who can make life better or worse for those trapped in its
machinations, but, in a country that demands legislative changes to laws, we
have allowed this issue to go unaddressed for decades. Decades.
But, until we hold our legislators
accountable, until we make it clear that this issue really matters to us enough
that we are willing to vote them out of office, it will be used by officials to
frenzy us up, to divide us. Think I am
crazy? This week we heard the first
stirrings of a possible consideration of maybe making some legislative
changes. Party leaders from both sides
responded by telling us that nothing would happen until after the midterm
elections. Only after the election, they
claim, will they know the will of the people for sure. Those tear-inducing stories that you have
read? Our elected officials forget they
are about human beings. If they truly
were Christian, if they truly believed themselves to be empowered by the grace
and sufferance of God, do you really think they would consider these men and
women and children mere votes? Or would
they not remember that these men and women and children, like us, are created
in the image of that God they claim to follow?
Would not Christians remember their spiritual ancestor Abraham, a
wandering Aramean? Would not Christians
remember Israel sojourn in Egypt, the Exile, and the Dispersion? Would not those events in our history teach
Christians in power about the heart of God and His expectations for those who
exert authority?
Back to the 1500 kids. If parents claim asylum, they are supposed to
be given a chance to have friends or family take the kids in during the asylum
process. The family or friends, if they
agree to take the kids, are supposed to be vetted. Assuming the parents are fine with it and the
vetting process suggests everything is fine, the kids are placed in those home
of the friends or family. The federal
government is then supposed to check on the well-being of the kids. We all hate taxes, so this program, like most
of the government’s programs, are underfunded.
They resort to e-mails and phone calls rather than physical visits to
determine the welfare of the kids involved.
Not unsurprisingly, many of these friends and family of those
incarcerated during the asylum process do not look upon our government
favorably. Cooperation can be . . .
spotty, to put it delicately.
Understandably so. When that
number of 1500 came out, it meant simply that those responsible for caring for
the kids refused to return calls or e-mails to the government.
Main stream media and politicians helped
work us into a frenzy. Trolls on
Facebook tried to paint a picture that our evil government officials, in many
cases people just like you and me, were selling children knowingly into
slavery. Such screaming and
misinformation unfortunately made it into some of our wider church groups. As one who is considered by others
knowledgeable both about Scripture and about modern slavery, I gave
consideration to posting on one of these Episcopal threads. In truth, I usually hate posting on stuff
like that. I understand the extra work
it creates. Some will engage me as if
I’m an idiot, and I have to be gracious toward them, sometimes simply listening
silently as they pontificate. Others
will truly engage me, wanting to know what makes me think what I think. Those conversations, of course, MUST be
had. What kind of a priest, what kind of
a reconciler would I be if I passed on those opportunities to get people to see
a bigger picture and a God who may have a call on their life regarding the
issues about which they are so popular?
And, it’s not like I don’t have enough to do at Advent. I really don’t need any more work. But, I was on Facebook and this particular
thread popped up on my screen.
After a bit of wrestling, I started
typing. When finished, I read and
re-read and re-read to make sure my language was calm and measured. And I prayed.
Really, God, do I really need to
speak into this and hit the send button?
Will anybody even listen? I
got back that familiar “if not you, who.”
So I hit the send button. In
short form, all I reminded people in our church was that those 1500 children
were at less risk of being trafficked in the hands of the government than in
the hands of the coyotes who smuggled them into the country. We know that some coyotes are in the business
of trapping undocumented people into slavery.
If we did not take those kids into some kind of custody and left them
with the coyotes, they were far more likely to be enslaved. Can you imagine? Mostly men who profit by smuggling
people. All they do is guide them into
the country, illegally. They get paid
first, and the sums they charge are impressive.
It’s no wonder so many get involved in modern slavery.
Anyway, the blowback was predictable. The most creative critique was that I was
like Bonhoeffer and other Christian leaders who supported the Nazis. They claimed to be praying that I would have
my spiritual awakening. Others were far
less gracious. A few engaged in
conversations. Could individuals
involved in this on behalf of the government be evil and selling the kids? Sure.
I’ve no doubt that the for profit prison models and attitudes are
guiding us in these camps/warehouses. Once
they are willing to withhold food, water, entertainment, a real bed, it becomes
easier and easier to think of those in their care as less than human, more like
pets or animals. If someone with the
wrong attitude has financial issues and a slaver discovers it, temptation may
win. But, it still must be done in the
shadows. If other colleagues discover
it, or if more and more children find their way into particular slave “rings”,
so does law enforcement. Breaking the
law has a legal consequence. If those
same governmental officials find themselves on the inside of a jail accused of
child sex trafficking, there are other “penal” consequences. And let’s just say inmates’ sense of justice
is a bit more brutal than our own.
Not all the conversations that flowed were
negative. In fact, a couple were very
positive. Some admitted to being so
blinded by partisan politics that they had not considered how our politicians
divide us, stir us up, and then use the frenzy to keep the status quo. A couple were shocked that I had no easy answer
for the immigration issue. I suppose we
live in a society and a church that must have ready-made answers. I clearly do not on this one. Since more than half our country does not
self-identify as Christians, we certainly have no national Christian duty to
move to open borders. On the other hand,
as our support and fomentation of discord in other countries have come to light
over the years, some non-Christians argue that we have a moral obligation to
those displaced by our activities. And
what of those here already? Other
immigrants are far from one mind! I’ve
been in conversations where they were the most adamant about not rewarding
others for breaking the law. We have
fallen into the same pattern so often and so long, that we have a ton of work
to do on this issue. And this is only one
issue facing us. And our church has now
been conquered by culture.
That last statement was driven home Monday
afternoon. A bishop not our own called
to chat. We have a . . . complex
relationship. In some areas, we are in
agreement. In others, we are in
disagreement. Maybe that’s why he’s
never been in authority over me; maybe that’s why our relationship
flourishes. God, knows. But our discussions, while passionate, are
always respectful. We have never stooped
to serious name calling in our arguments—we have joked, but we both know we are
joking and try to make sure no one overhears us. He called Monday ostensibly to talk about
other issues. After sharing my opinions
and hopes on a couple issues like SSM, Prayer Book Revision, adding administrative
salary to the Triennium budget, the unwillingness of Church leaders to move
815, and the recent Supreme Court action with respect to SC at the upcoming
General Convention, he asked me what I was thinking when I stepped into that
fight last week. Why make work for yourself? Later,
I had to call and apologize, though he confessed no such apology was
needed. Like me, he does not post on
many threads. When he speaks on any
issue, regardless of how well he ties the Gospel or Scripture to it, he always
gets flamed. While there are Adventers
who are passionate about specific issues in the wider world, there are way
fewer of them than there are in any single diocese. That’s what this bishop deals with in his
ministry. He hears from members of 60 or
80 or more churches rather than one!
But I launched into a bit of a frothy
diatribe. If we clergy are not
reconciling people to God and each other who will? If we are afraid to speak what we think is
God’s heart into a matter who will? As a
chief pastor in Christ’s One Holy, catholic, and Apostolic Church, he should
have had an even greater understanding of that.
You all can imagine that conversation.
You’ve known me for three years now.
I apologized later because Tina grabbed me. Can you
say that to a bishop? Aren’t you worried about getting fired or
de-priested? When I explained the
conversations, she knew what we were talking about, but she also knows human
nature. None of us like to be reminded
of what we already know; fewer of us like being told what to do when we have
been rebelling against that knowledge for some time. When I called the bishop back to apologize
and to explain myself, he cut me off. He
explained that his skin was thick and that God sometimes needed to use sharper
pointed arrows to pierce it from time to time.
In a world so in need of God’s
reconciling word, a bishop should encouraging the clergy and laity that are passionate
and lovingly about that work, not stoking fears or division or arguing for the
easier path of the status quo. We
had a much calmer discussion, at least as far as Tina was concerned, for a few
more minutes. And now you know two big
background pieces to this week.
Look back at our Collect today. Do you have perpetual love and reverence for
God’s holy Name? More importantly, if
you have the guts to ask them, would the people in your daily life and work
testify to others that you have perpetual love and reverence for God’s holy
Name? Do they see you reaching out to
others in His holy Name that others might be drawn into Christ’s saving
embrace? Do they see you humbling
yourself and serving them and others, as your Lord Christ humbled Himself and
first served you? When confronted by
difficult issues, are you a measured voice or face to which they turn expecting
you to demonstrate how God’s redeeming love in present in whatever mess? I see the squirms. I see your faces. I am not here to condemn you. I am here to ask you to consider prayerfully
the answer to those questions. If the
Holy Spirit is convicting you that you are not the hands, and feet, and voice
of His in the world around you, still I am not here to condemn you this
morning. All God asks is that you
repent, try again, and trust in His power and love.
Let’s dig a bit deeper. Do we as a congregation evidence a perpetual
love and reverence for God’s holy Name?
I’m not talking about there being no disagreements among us. I am talking about us being able to disagree
well. When we argue with each other in
love, do those outside us know that we are seeking to glorify God in our midst,
in all that we do, even when we understand we may not be able to discern God’s
call or wisdom on any given issue? Or do
they see us as a Sunday morning version of world around us? Do they see us living our lives as wandering
Arameans, confident that our citizenship is not of this country, not of this
world, but of someplace far more glorious, somewhere far more inspiring? Or do they instead, merely think of us as
Republicans or Democrats at prayer, listening gullible to men and women in
cassocks and albs rather than power ties?
I would ask those same questions of the
Church, but I think we all know the answer to that question. And while we all know there are many people
with the bully pulpits of the world claiming to do things in the name of God,
is the Church living into its calling?
The last couple weeks we have talked a bit
about our plots. I have shared how we
are planted in the wilderness as little garden plots. Our job, to extend the metaphor, is to be
those places of Sabbath, those places of shalom, those places where people know
and feel they are loved by God. That’s
our job. It’s out there in the
wilderness. We gather here to be
educated, to be trained, to be fed, to be watered, to be encouraged, to be
restored to our callings, and then sent back out there again. To so many of us it seems pointless. To so many of us it seems impossible. Who is paying attention anyway? Who is listening to us? We claim to serve a God who loves everyone in
the world; yet how quickly do we give up serving them in His name? We claim to serve a God who revels in doing
the impossible; yet how often do we quit trying because our calling seems
impossible or hard? We claim to serve a
God whose abundant provision is limitless; yet how often do we quit serving in
His Name for fear that the “stuff” will run out, be it resources, energy, or
time? We claim to serve a God who is
wholly and holy other; yet how often do we fool ourselves and represent to
others that we really think He looks and thinks and acts a lot like that person
who looks back at us in the mirror?
As I was trying to wrest the sermon into
something more palatable this week, I found myself in wonder in the
Gospel. These guys that were hanging out
with Jesus were professional fishermen.
As I was reflecting on the passage I was envisioning ANE versions of
those crab fishermen from Deadliest Catch.
With such men there is a certain crustiness, a certain “we’ve seen it
all” attitude. Understandably so. Death is a constant companion; their own
insignificance and vulnerability is thrust upon them by the Bering Sea. What does it take to frighten such men? This was that kind of storm. They wake Jesus and ask rhetorically whether
He cares they are going to die. What
does Jesus do? There are no mumbo jumbo
formulaic words. There’s no wild
gesturing. He simply and maybe even
sleepily commands the storm and waves “Peace!
Be still!” And they obey. Such is His authority that nature obeys His
simple command.
Place yourself in their shoes for a
second. Pretend you are terrified you are about to drown from that storm. Add to that your cultural understanding that
the seas and oceans are the places where Yahweh and Chaos battle. Place yourself in a region where most think
chaos and death reign in those watery places, and that we are truly only safe
on land. You wake Jesus from a good,
solid nap. He tells the storm simply to
be quiet, and it quiets! Should not your
fear be greater regarding the one who commands the storm that terrified you? Should not you recognize that, as powerful as
that storm was, He is even more powerful, almost offhandedly so?
Chances are, you have already had that
moment in your life? What event or
series of events caused you to choose to place Jesus Christ as Lord of your
life? What encounter in your life
convinced you that He was worthy of worship, worthy of honor and worthy of glory? Does your reverence today resemble the
reverence of that day? Does your love of
Him today and His saving work in your life resemble the love you had when you first
made that decision to pick up your cross and follow Him? Or has, as the sophists taught, familiarity
bred contempt in your heart? My real
guess is that our love and reverence get misplaced. When we first hear the Gospel and internalize
it, when we first make that decision to follow Jesus, we are truly thankful, we
are truly loving, and we are truly reverent.
The mere idea that the Creator of heaven and earth, of all that is, seen
and unseen, would stoop down to lift us up is awe-inspiring. Each of us gathered here has a story or
series of stories to tell ourselves and others about what makes us unlovable. I have heard some of those stories these last
three years. Some of us sought love in a
steady of arms of others, using them for our own pain and never once
considering how our use of them dehumanized them. Some of us sought to dull the pains of our
life in the bottom of bottles or through the use of illegal drugs. Some of us worshipped blindly the idols of
our society: money, power, reputation, or others. Some of us grappled uncomfortably with the
question of whether “this” was all that there is.
Until we met Him.
For some of us, that encounter was like a
lightning bolt, more akin to Paul’s encounter on the road to Damascus. One moment we were going through our day,
dealing with our normal cares and concerns and fears, and then, BOOM!, He was
there. And we were blessed to recognize
Him as the answer to those questions in our lives. We were blessed to see Him offering hope in
the midst of despair, healing in the midst of our woundedness, and life in the
midst of death. For others, the
encounter was less earth-shattering and more a “long, slow play.” Maybe a sermon or service caught our
eye. Maybe the calm witness of another
intrigued us. Maybe we decided to do our
own research and figure out what “this” was all about. And before we knew it, we were saying the
creeds, we were participating actively in the Eucharist, and we were talking
(praying, if you like) with Him all the time.
We might not be able to point to the moment like others, but the offer
of salvation was no less meaningful.
Like those in our story today, like those
in the stories of Mark yet to come this season after Pentecost, though, we
wanted to reject His power, His authority, His claim. That reverence and love we first had were
overcome by our doubt of the encounter.
If we answer honestly, our love and reverence for what He offered was
replaced by a fear of what He expects of us.
We despise the unknown; we despise change. And so we misplaced our love on who we were;
we misplaced our reverence for fear that He might not know or might not be able
to effect the change, the transformation to use the fancy language of the
Church, to which He called us.
Want to argue with me? Feel free.
But wrestle, too, with the Scriptures and with God. How do the disciples and the Apostles respond
to His power and authority? How do the
good folks at Gerasenes, when confronted with His authority over supernatural
evil? How do the mourners at Jairus’
house, when confronted with His authority even over death? The folks in His hometown? The rabbis and scribes? Herod?
How did I? How did you? Time and time again, when confronted with the
authority of Jesus, human beings prove unwilling to love and reverence God’s
Christ. We live that same unwillingness
in our own lives. And the world is a bit
darker for our stiff-necked irreverence and hatred.
Thankfully and mercifully, that is not the
end of the story. Those same apostles and
disciples who do not know what to think of their Master in the calming
aftermath of the storm will be given the fullest demonstration of His power and
authority that wonderful Easter morning.
Similarly, you and I understand, even if we do not know quite what to
make of God and His plan, that Jesus’ authority is supreme in our lives because
of that empty tomb and glorious ascension!
And so this day, as with every day, we pray that God, in His
loving-kindness, His hesed, will give us that perpetual love and reverence for
His holy Name, that our witness to His power and His authority might draw
others into His saving embrace, might turn our wilderness plots into miniature
shadowy copies of Eden, might inspire others to act according to His will on
earth as it is in heaven.
In
Christ’s Peace,
Brian†